Monday 11 March 2024

Love, Mountains, Words

On September 12th 2023 the author of the poems and prose in this blog left us. 

This post is dedicated to comments and contributions from people who knew and loved him. 

The title Love, Mountains, Words derives from aspects of his life which he declared were most important to him.


Bill, former student, friend and more

Thanks for being a friend, a mentor, a teacher.

A lifetime of study filled with feeling and philosophy, words and poetry, climbing and jostling, joshing and loving.

A witness to the majesty of mountains, the cadence of nature, the flight of eagles, the hope and dreams of thousands, but none more than me.

When I sat and talked about unions over 50 years ago and the things to be done in the world, it was reinforcing, guiding and exciting. This is the stuff of inspiration.

I look back with no tears, no sadness nor regrets, but a sense of joy that you brought to my life, and that of Michael and Anna... The chats at Three Peaks, Wright Street, Huntingtower Road, ACTU Congresses, will be forever cherished.

But the lasting memory will always be Ross, the scariest of Tigers to Hunter, who was looking out just for you.

Thanks, with love.


Pat, a recent friend and lunch companion

Ross enjoyed life. He observed and appreciated so many small details so often overlooked and ignored. His sense of humour was enhanced by a mischievous sense of fun and his generosity of spirit brought warmth and pleasure to those around him.

Thank you, Ross.


Harley, former brother-in-law

I first met Ross when he and Lois began going out together. They had begun their romance before Lois left for a trip to England in 1950.  Ross always the researcher, found tramping and rock climbing a welcome distraction from assiduous MA study at Victoria University.  He had a particular love for a rock slab at Titahi Bay where he persuaded Lois and me to try some hair raising scrambles.  

Despite his slim build he was able to carry a massive pack on many tramping adventures.  On one occasion he led a group of us to Mt Ruapehu, a 2,700m high active volcano.  Its crater lake is surrounded by a summitry of rocky, snowy mini peaks.   There were 5 of us, Ross, Lois, Ian, Merimee and me.  Under Ross’s guidance we enthusiastically dug snow caves for our night’s shelter.  We were not tempted to swim in the emerald waters of the crater lake, though others tried. The water is less hot at the lake’s edge but unpredictable waves of boiling water would race across the surface making swimming hazardous.  

Ross was always the scholar, well-rounded, determined and individualistic with many talents and interests.  My abiding memory is a concentrated Ross hunched over a book taking notes, wholly absorbed. 


Helen, Ross's sister

My half-brother. There are many sadnesses – that it took so long for my sister Sandra and me to meet our half-brother Ross, that we saw him little, that he is now gone - but there was happiness and joy too. Ross had a long life. I got to meet him in London and at Three Peaks, and we had much to talk about. I always enjoyed his sharp brain and his sense of humour and treasured our correspondence – he put Sandra and me on his TPR list, I made attempts to solve his riddles and loved reading his Cattleman stories. I’ll miss him very much. 


Rita, neighbour

I miss Ross chatting to my garden animal sculptures, which he named and calling out "Hello Rita!" as he passed by each day on his way to visit Lena. He was very special, a lovely gentleman.  


Alex, grandson

Reminiscence of Ross

I seem to remember Ross at his typewriter, but perhaps that is a false memory. I certainly recall his laptop days, as well as a large desktop computer that lived in his Melbourne study. He had two studies, one in the city and one at the farm, so that he could work in both places. The Melbourne one was crowded with filing cabinets and stacks of papers—it was a somewhat daunting place to enter. Ross was a great user of index cards, and kept pens and cards in his car and in his shirt pocket in case inspiration struck. In his study at the farm, besides walls of books a pinboard with pictures of friends and family also displayed quotations that were meaningful to him typed up on little sheets of paper (among them, “I want to see mountains again, Gandalf,” from his beloved Lord of the Rings). 

His regular reports from the farm entertained my sister and me and kept us in touch with his doings. They numbered, finally, and including those written after Ross could no longer visit his beloved refuge, 1,211 in all. The reports, first typewritten, later printed, and finally sent as email attachments, featured playful conceits, such as recurring topical headings, nicknames and epithets for frequent protagonists, and the fiction of a large staff (“heads will roll” was the cry when any prior editorial offenses were acknowledged). If the window on his life was narrow, and revealed the writer’s interiority only indirectly, it opened frequently on a good and peaceful life: marvels of nature observed, meals prepared and enjoyed, millimeters of rain measured. The activities were recorded, too, always with good humor and a sense of wonder. (Even so, certain topics were cause for lamentation, in particular the rain that never came in the summer, and never in sufficient quantity, as well as the deeds of the roguish wombat or wombats that dug up fields and weakened trees.) 

My mother once told me that Ross was the finest writer in the family, a compliment among people who valued words as we did. When much later, in my university years, I began to write regularly in English myself, he kindly commented on drafts of my papers before I submitted them. His suggested edits appeared not in the document itself but in a separate list, each line introduced by the location of the edit (4 lines from the bottom, etc.). I remember a slightly sharp remark once that I was unselfconscious about sharing work-in-progress, meaning that what I sent to him was not particularly polished—undoubtedly an accurate assessment. As a graduate student and after, I shared my work in progress less frequently, though occasionally he still commented on specially important documents. I have found one email in which he joked that he had found in an article draft “only one nitpick (am I losing my touch!?).” I remember being proud of his response to an early scholarly article of mine, footnoted in double columns, which he termed “deeply learned.” At age eighty-five he commented on my book proposal. When my first book appeared, he was eighty-nine. He soldiered through the whole thing. Writing to congratulate me about it, he reported, with perhaps a shade of disappointment, that he had not been able to find any typos.


Fabio, son-in-law

Dear Ross

We have known each other for more than forty years. I vividly remember our first meeting, when Leitha and I came to visit you in Switzerland, where you were doing mountain climbing. I was impressed to have such a youngish father-in- law. 

Despite the distance we have been in touch rather closely. You visited us, Lanzo and Le Ripe apart from Milan and Southern Italy, and once we traveled all together to Scotland. At Le Ripe you left an incredible and still very useful series of blazes on our way uphill. 

We visited Australia very many times. with or without the children. We traveled together to Uluru and Port Douglas, beautiful memories. Three Peaks has been a memorable place, improved constantly and patiently. 

Places, trees and path denominations made it sort of magic. Being a farmer suited you and was also a good excuse to buy bigger and bigger SUVs. GTs were great exercise and the views from the peaks were stunning. 

It is nice to remember also your expertise and dedication to cook for us very special cheese and tomato toasts. I appreciated you always gave me a double portion. 

I always admired your generosity and strength of character, and the determination to write more than 1200 3P weekly reports, till the very end. Also the decision to stop smoking, before I met you, and to stop drinking in more recent years, are admirable. 

A bit at the time I realised how difficult your youth had been and how successful your achievements, researches and academic career. You became an international authority on the history of trade unions. 

We shared a left-wing leaning but we did not talk much about that. Actually ecological worries were not a topic that could be discussed. Our antipodean origins, cultures, characters, languages, food tastes and so on make one wonder what we had in common. But the answer is very easy: Leitha, your wonderful daughter who has made me happy and inspired all these years. My gratitude is immense.     


Aziza, friend and carer

Ross Martin was a great man. Kind-hearted, thoughtful, and caring. I got to know Ross when I was appointed the carer of his lovely wife Lena Martin. Which would not have happened if it wasn't for Maureen and Itiel for giving me the opportunity to get to know Ross and his beautiful wife. 

Ross loved Lena very much. Whenever I saw him the first thing he would ask me is “How is Lena?” I still remember him saying to Lena “Aziza loves you, here to the moon. And I love you from the moon and back.” 

Ross was a poet, and had a way with words. Up until his passing, he was still writing poetry. It wasn’t until I became his carer a few years later that we got closer. And since then I was lucky to be able to spend time with him. 

Ross had a routine about him. He would wake up and have a late breakfast while he read the newspaper. Take a nap, then have lunch which most days was steak. I would prepare my mashed potatoes for him, which he enjoyed very much. He would then call Leitha, which made him very happy. He lit up whenever he spoke with Leitha. He would then stay up late writing poetry. 

He also helped me to better express myself by teaching me new words in English, breaking down what was going on in politics, and would do all this with a smile on his face. He cared for people, and would take time out of his day to help others. 

Ross loved having flowers in his room, he would tell me it brought his spirits up. I’m going to miss bringing in fresh flowers for him every week and watching the joy it brought him. 

My last fond memory with him was the day before he passed away, when Bill Kelty came in to read Ross’s book. I was sitting on the right of him holding his hand while Bill sat on the left and read to him. Ross was so happy that day, nothing but smiles. I remember they even shared a few laughs talking about the past. 

He was a special soul, whom I’m grateful to have had in my life. In Australia I have very few people that I can call family, and Ross was one of them. As well as his wife Lena. Every time I see Lena, I'm reminded of him. Ross always treated me like family, which made my daily interactions with him precious. I’m going to miss him dearly, and cherish all the memories I had with him. 


Leitha, daughter

When I was a child my father was often at home but usually hard at work in his study. I would wait for what seemed hours until he finished drafting a paragraph. But he took pleasure in reading to me when I was a young child, and with me as I grew older. From The Lord of the Rings to Rabelais’s Gargantua and Pantagruel, nothing was too ambitious even for a pre-teen. 

When he was no longer living with us, he took pains to spend time with me and wrote weekly letters in which he recounted the adventures of a Woozle from Scandinavia who made toothpicks and got into all sorts of scrapes. When in 1973 he left for the UK on sabbatical leave, I left with him. Although I was never to return permanently to Australia, we saw each other often over the decades, in Europe and Melbourne. 

It was only as an adult that I came to learn more about his early years, the anger tempered with pride he felt towards his father, his deep admiration and love for his mother who supported her two children on her own, the mix of awe and zeal he experienced living through the Second World War. Then his love of words and writing, borne of good teachers, his passion for mountains and climbing and how much he must have missed the latter during the years of forced inactivity. 

In recent times and when his travelling was done, he made efforts in his own way to keep in touch with us all, notably through over two decades of weekly Reports from his farm. He was extremely proud of his family, particularly his grandchildren, and would express this frequently. It came easily to him to express his love for us all.

Ross was affectionate, demonstrative, sentimental, loud, enthusiastic, methodical to the point of obsession in his work, while at times impetuous and quick to anger in his personal relations – but quick to regret it too. He never forgave his father for abandoning the family and at the end never forgave his sister for - in his eyes - abandoning their mother in her dying days. He idolized his mother for the way she provided for and encouraged her two children and for her independent spirit. Since the 90s he became more and more disillusioned with left-wing politics in Australia, to the point of voting Liberal and upholding views expressed in the right-wing press. Politics and certain social issues became topics to avoid with close family and old friends and were the source of occasional discord.

Yet love for his wife and family overrode all issues. By the end of his life he chose to concentrate his dwindling but still substantial energies on his wife and his writing. He had always preferred solitude (making exceptions for family and a few friends). Socializing was painful for him. For many years his daily routine became a virtual, immutable ritual. At any time of day we all knew what he was up to.

If I had to pinpoint one quality in my father it would be bravery. Bravery facing life, love and death.

In the end, perhaps his writings best express the man. This blog is dedicated to them. 


Katy, granddaughter

Dear Ross,

I’m thinking of you with love. My first thought of you is always your unrelenting enthusiasm – whether we were on board or not. You were always gutsy. I supposed that this was a choice you made someday about life, and perhaps it was just who you were.

I have so many images of your earlier life – the work at the docks that inspired your interest in trade unions, your young years in Wellington – little Ross in the photo with tight fists and a big smile of excitement looks just like photos of little Leitha in a similar mood, and perhaps even little enthusiastic Katy. The story of you walking to school barefoot to save shoe leather sparked my imagination and informed my sense of where I’d come from, on both sides of the family. Once you shared with me the journal of the most beautiful adventure with your two friends, you were all eighteen: you took a canoe and traveled down the Wanganui river, characteristically recording everything for posterity. I remember reading that account like an adventure story as my bedtime reading in Milano. I was probably just a little younger than you were then, rapt, lapping up the sense of freedom in those pages. Then the silent beauty of the mountains you climbed – those photos and stories became part of my admiration for you, my sense of beauty and possibility.

And of course, I have many memories of my Ross, Grandpa Ross, the Cattleman. Getting the show on the road, picking up the precious sleepy cargo from the airport, and showing us the glimmering sunrise on our way to Three Peaks. Delighting in simple moments; savoring Yiddish words (naches, chutzpah), a Leonard Cohen song, or the glory of a baked potato. I can’t start to talk about all my memories there or we will be chatting until tomorrow. You imagined a world for the people you loved, with a personal geography of names.  There were adventures, itineraries, historical landmarks… This felt very special as a child. We were important in this world you imagined for us. The first time I visited on my own, at fifteen, also stands out for the talks we had, the music you shared, and the things we did – you also taught me how to throw a ball “not like a girl”, and saw me off on my first little solo trip backpacking up the coast.

I knew you were proud of us. And happy for us. I loved that we could share about academic work, right until the end, that you still had advice about me getting through my chapters. It felt that we shared this – this knowing about writing and caring about it. That it mattered. I valued sharing that with you. I suppose it began with our first contributions to the TPRs, which you actively solicited and meticulously edited, likely a more formative experience than I’ve even taken the time to reflect on before. My research and writing were also often more relatable for you than some other things that I was doing, which became harder to explain, although I’m glad we still talked about a lot. And that you were open-minded about my perhaps unconventional life, which you celebrated.

I know you don’t want us to be schmaltzy now that you’re gone – but much like a birthday when you didn’t want any fuss, you did then really enjoy the cake and candles I remember, and I like to think that you would enjoy that I am saying this: I do see how you alchemized everything in your life into positivity: that was your huge superpower. I draw inspiration from it. As I do from the mountains I grew up admiring and imagining, and your stories. I’m glad I got to share a little bit of that with you on my recent visit.

Ciao Cattleman. As for the huge oeuvre of Three Peak Reports, which you wrote for us, but also for yourself, I’d like to add to the record:

The Ad Hoc Committee of Ceremonious Endings does declare with utmost solemnity, that after 30 years (starting in September 1993 and ending in September 2023), and 1212 Reports (including a final, but unsent draft, according to the Chief Executive Archivist of the Le Ripe TPR Record-Holding Committee), the glorious and unbroken series of Three Peaks Reports, with due note of its CALF Communiqués, has come to a natural close. On behalf of the entire TPR Editorial Committee and all its subcommittees, the AHCCE wishes to thank the TPR’s faithful readership over the years, and to acknowledge the many contributions and comments by readers and ad hoc authors of the Communiqués. The Committee invites all friends and family of Ross Murdoch Martin (the Cattleman) to ceremoniously pour a glass of juice onto your garden, or just hold it high and then slug it with glee.

Tears are welcome but so is wholehearted laughter.


1 To recreate a famous anecdote recorded in many a footnote of the Three Peaks Reports to mark this special occasion.


Helene, long-time friend

My best buddy from the start of my adult life – 1970 - and then together in love and life with my other best buddy.

I see him and Lena framed within a frame, on the other side of the foot of my bed. He is beaming, she is shyly content.

I have read the moving tributes many times. I’ve read them to him. He laughed appreciatively. (As you know, he had the best laugh). He particularly enjoyed Katy’s new iteration of the TPR.

I can see the expression on his face. I can hear his voice responding to each loving tribute.

I miss him terribly. I mourn him. I feel diminished by his passing.

He had many fine qualities as a human being, and some greatness too. I am grateful for his loving kindness, his zest for life and learning, the spark of his creativity, his goodness and integrity.

Enough said.


Thursday 15 August 2013

Reflections and Tributes


                                

                                (no title, c. 1947)

Today,
From the clanging and lurching
And listless eyes of a workers' tram,
I saw
In a garden softly green with life
An aged chinaman raise
A crowded arm of flowers to the sky,
And in their glory
Match the blaze of dawning sun.





Pause

The dark air is still,
The full moon star bright,
All’s silent as if 
The world’s drawing breath. 




















Disagreements

Sadly, too often in life,
The argument becomes more
Important than the issue,
And winning more important
Than the truth.


 

Prayer-time

Nothing’s more holy
Than the sight of a
Small child sleeping.




 



















The Nature of Courage

It’s been said it took courage
To destroy the Twin Towers.
Those who brought them down wanted
To die in the act, and so
Gain entry to martyrdom.
That’s dedication.

For Mark Donaldson, VC,
Death had no charm whatever. 
Yet under enemy fire,
To save mates and an Afghan
Helper, he diced with it twice.
That’s courage.



















Short-term Peaces

I have a shrubbery.
It’s a war zone.
Each bush intends murder
(By smothering)
On all of its neighbors,
Tiny and large.

I’ve stepped in to impose
Peace by way of
hedge-cuttered frontiers.
But ending the
Battle (as UN shows)
Does not end the war.


 


Romance

The Celtic Sea, the Celtic Sea,
The long forgotten Celtic Sea 
Between Land’s End and Brittany.
Oh, what joy it would surely be
To sail across that storm-tossed sea  
Aboard a Celtic coracle: 
Provided all was trouble-free
As in a mythic miracle! 














 







Fault by Design

‘To God alone belongs perfection’:
So enjoined, medieval craftsmen
(Supremely confident of their art)  
Piously ensured that all their works
Embodied a single wilful flaw.







My Death
   
 I warmed both hands before the fire of Life;
      It sinks; and I am ready to depart.
            (Walter Savage Landor)


There are powerful reasons to regret death: 
Above all, finally parting from loved ones.   
Blessed with a really decent innings like mine,
I see no good reason to fear death as a 
Slipping into sleep for the very last time.

But I must confess to recurrent tremors  
About the way in which death may come to me.   
My deep fear: a vegetable ending; pain,
Failing bowels, urine-soaked sheets, pitying
Looks, and child-like heed in palliative care.  

My hope: a mindful, settled, and drowsing end  
With hands held, kisses and soft words of farewell
From dearest belovéds recently nearby. 
Painless and calm, no Dylanesque heroics:  
I plan to go gentle into that good night.








 

Haikus for ME
 

i.
Dainty blithe lady,
Elegant and powerful,
Who reigned by laughter.

ii.
Gifted to uplift 
Every spirit that strayed
Into her domain.

iii.

Other-regarding,
Firm faith steeped in compassion,
She shone like a star.

 
 
On the Very Young
The wonder of a small
Perambulating child,
Clear-skinned, pure and dreamy,
A blossom in the spring.






 
















On the Very Old

I have been well informed
That as dog-lovers age, 
Their dogs get smaller: a 
Familiar progression.


 
Gardens

Once places of constant peace,
Their silence gentle broken
By bees, the scrape of a rake,
Rhythmic hissing of a broom,
Soft whirr of a hand-mower.

But now the machines are come:
Gardeners don earmuffs to
Survive in a raucous world 
Of chain-saws, motor mowers, 
And terrible leaf-blowers.


 


Enchantment

Small girl dancing,
Oblivious,
Smiling inward,
Pleasuring the
Swish and swirl of  
Light pleated skirt; 
Graceful, controlled
As if inside
Her head there’s a 
Mastering tune. 




 























To LP

Dear youngster (your senior by four
Weeks, I got used to pulling rank),
Though newest of close friends, you came 
To know my interior life
Better than any other man.    

The day after you died I dropped
Into ‘Louie’s’, ordered my quiche
And pot of tea, remembered the
‘New Yorker’ open grill, the way 
You decarbonated your Coke. 

Held a silent, solo, goyisch 
Minyan for a decent, humane 
And modest (high-achieving) man, 
Painfully honest with himself 
About historical regrets.

But then good fortune brought you so
Much peace and joy in latter years:
Rena, loved daughters re-gathered, 
The family beyond and small 
Folk, especially Arielle.
   
My good fortune was to know you, 
Dear youngster, for a little while.  
 



Why Does the Buddha Smile? 

In Christian paintings,
No sense of humour
From Mary’s baby
To suffering Christ.

No sense either in
Rarer portraits of
Muhammad, younger
Prophet and soldier.

Hindu goddesses,
Never gods, sometimes
Wear the bland smile of
A Bombay hooker.

Only the Buddha,
Most ancient of them,
Smiles light-hearted and
Even sometimes laughs.

And his belly’s vast,
Unlike Muhammad,
Christ and Vishnu, all
Fashionably lean.

He alone, too, has
No cross, horse or throne
To elevate him,
But squats humble-like.
 
And there is, in his
Demeanour, no sense
Of challenge or of
Striving for glory.

Could it be then that
Buddha’s smile reflects
Nothing more than a
Smug complacency?











 












For TP

I’ve always believed that the
Ultimate affirmation 
Of the depth of a man’s love
For his woman is when he
Cheerfully does her laundry. 


Regret  

The White Russian lady, 
Darting out into rain,
Refused my umbrella   
Retorting with disdain, 
‘I’m not made of sugar!’ 
A bit sadly to say,  
I ne’er saw her again.  












 









The Peerless Pair

Long ago, they set the mental
Parameters of our own time.
Each rejected the black thread of
Magic, fixed Reason in its place,
But thereafter went their own way.

For Plato, true Reason was ‘pure’
Like maths, the mind an isolate.     
His argument champions the
Red thread of religion and all 
Authoritarian regimes.

Aristotle’s Reason, marked by
Respect for the sensory world,
In time begat modernity’s 
White thread of science; and ever
Supported the democratic impulse.

Magical, one’s tempted to think
Of this amazing conjunction:
Two utterly epochal minds
Flowering in the one puny
Town, in the same flicker of time, 
Like orchids in an Arctic clime! 





























     
An 84-year-old Male Reflects on the
          Current Surge in Cleavage


It’s well-attested that breasts have been a
Masculine obsession since ancient times.
Why is it then, in this aggressively
Feminist age, they’re now sudden displayed 
In the fashion of high-born Georgian
Ladies pandering periwigged masters?

For example, you go see your doctor.
You lean on the counter, then back-off quick.
The young receptionist, sitting low-down,
Proffers her cleavage, almost to nipples.   
But frank admiration is not for you.
That’s a colt’s privilege: old guys just ‘perv.’

Same issue confronts us elderly chaps
At smart social events where, nowadays,
Deep cleavage abounds like blossom in spring.    
We live and die by one rule: engage with 
Eyes, lips, nostrils, but never with bosom.
Oh, pity us agèd sinners, dear Lord!

 





























On Being an Alte Kaker*

As one gets older ,
However you rage, 
The pills multiply
In this day and age.

As one gets older,
However you rage,
Joints get more creaky
In this day and age.

As one gets older,
However you rage,
Memory dupes you
In this day and age.

As one gets older,
However you rage,
Peeing’s more frequent
In this day and age. 

As one gets older,
However you rage,
Talk is of ailments
In this day and age.

As one gets older,
However you rage,
Breathless is normal
In this day and age.

As one gets older,
However you rage,
Sleepy’s a constant
In this day and age.

As one gets older,
However you rage,
The young condescend
In this day and age.

Yet, getting older,
It’s true at your age, 
Imports a wee calm 
That tempers the rage.





 * A Yiddish term, it translates literally as an ‘old farty-type person’.
 

 


On Dithering and Ditherers

One thing about dithering
Is few care to confess it,
But it happens all over,
From big guys doing a deal
(‘Let’s get another report’)
To small guys re-checking their
Bootlaces before once more
Trailing the team to the field.

Knowing sympathizers say
That non-ditherers tend to
Be unpleasant and are not
Invariably winners.
But most ditherers dither
On the issue, suspecting
Such advice has kind comfort,
Not reality, in mind.
 





















Soccer Sucks

The ‘world game’ is a bore. 
Even cricket, birthed in
In the same Anglo womb
And afflicted by the
Same leisurely manners
(Relying on sparse bursts
Of action, so often
 Fruitless, to entertain),
Provides more interest.

Cricket’s runs are gen’rous.
Soccer’s scores are stingy
(One goal’s a sensation,
Two is bliss and three is 
A blessing from heaven).
Cricket, to its credit,
Calmly accepts all draws,
Against soccer’s wretched
Lottery-type ‘shoot-outs’.

Compare, if you so dare,
Our dear old Aussie Rules
With its infinite skills,
Its unrelenting pace,
Its volatile scoreboard
(Oft recording the thrills
Of come-from-behind spills),
As a far sounder source
Of foot-balling pleasure!
 


























The Shadow in the Park

London’s Ravenscourt Park:
Elegant tree-rich sward,
Swift-darting grey squirrels,
Water-doodling brown ducks,
Crows and pigeons swirling
Above playing children.

A care-free world, it seems,
Until one chances on 
The presence at its rim:    
A single huge plane tree, 
Solitary, looming
In baleful majesty.

So ancient, scarred, so gnarled  
And bulbous, so reeking  
Of hoary power and
Worship - you can feel the 
Sacrifice once offered
Under its sombre boughs!



  

 





Michelangelo’s Discomfort

Years ago (a weary tourist 
In yet ‘another bloody church’),
I looked on the distant ceiling
Of the Sistine Chapel and oohed  
Along with all the gawping rest.

Tonight (internet-admitted,
Close-up) I dwelt on each fresco  
In that majestic multitude 
And seized at last the wonder of 
The passion and the genius.

Also the patience and the pain! 
As he told it, five years upright, 
Beard turned to heaven, aching back,
Shoulders, squinting brain and eye; face 
Bedewed with brush-drops thick and thin.
 















To AP
2014

Long ago we timid two dared
To clutch and set each other free.
Since then, ’tis true, things have turvy
Turned, but never have I ceased to   
Bless your courage, warmth and light heart.










  


The Saga of  Little
        Voyager I
2014

Eleven billion miles! 
After thirty- six years
NASA’s pet has left the 
Solar System behind.

A mission to Saturn  
Took only four years, then 
The plucky mite set off
To escape from the Sun.  

Primitive- tech, it still
Talks (on 23 watts)
To Earth as it races
Through interstellar space.

While vaunted Jade Rabbit
(High-tech to the minute)
Stumbles and bumbles on
A wee trip to the moon! 





































An Old Man’s Take
       On Innocence

2014

I have the impression
That there was a lot more
Of it going around
In the days of my youth.

But I have to confess
I am not now convinced
That this circumstance was
Really such a good thing.
     









In Praise of Sam Kinross
2014


Dour-seeming Scot, taught maths 
(Most precise of subjects)
And English (least precise) 
To testosterone-stoked 
Classes of teen-age males. 

Like all good teachers in 
Those blackboard days, had eyes 
In the ‘back of his head’: 
Was admired as a dead 
Accurate chalk-chucker. 

Showed his genius by
Steering a maths dunce to   
A pass in a dreaded 
External exam I’d 
Thought insurmountable. 

And reading poetry, 
Made words sing, set my world 
Alight: I can still hear
Him relishing ‘beaded 
Bubbles winking at the 
Brim’ - seventy years on!











A Domestic Truth
2014
 

How often it’s seen!
Work woman does as
A matter of course
Gets deeply admired
When done by her man.


































Hurrah for the Arabs
2014

In this time of Jihad,
It’s well to recall that
The Arabs long ago 
Gifted the West those neat
Numbers they garnered from
The inventive Hindu. 

Imagine having to
Deal today in clunky
Roman numerals! 







































Don’t Depend on Doha
2014

Deep in the Gulf, tiny Qatar, 
On the desert’s edge and stern ruled
By hard-faced Wahabis, is the
Wealthiest state on the planet. 

Towering steel and glass city; 
Plush global airline; World Cup
Bribed for steamy Doha; billions
More paid to Islamic fighters. 

Its citizens, much like those of
Old Athens, lean on imported
Slaves to exploit their oily wealth
And maintain their creature comforts. 

But in sad contrast to Athens,
There is in Doha (so far) no
Sign of a capacity for
The same civilising return.

 































To HTT
2014

Many years past, you contrived to  
Pair wary lady with wary  
Male, each profoundly marriage-burnt. 

The connect was strong and instant,  
But for a decade turbulent  
Until commitment won at last.

Two further decades on, the twain  
Still fond recall your crafty care,    
And ever bless you for it. 













A Reflection on the 25th Anniversary of the Fall of the Berlin Wall
2014

The Soviets had all
Of seventy-two years
To achieve Marx’s dream
Of uplifting the lives of
Simple folk, by way of
Five-year plans and Gulags.

But when the Wall crumbled,
The rubble-leapers came
Entirely from the East 
(As they have ever since),
Lusting for a world where
Walls mainly keep folk out. 

Free-market polities 
(Through booms and busts and wars)
Have endured far longer,
And throughout remained a
Golden magnet for the
Luckless of other lands.    





















  












In November 2014, the Sweetest of Unintended Consequences
2014
 

Once it was enough
To clear out beggars
And fence shanty slums
When political
Bigwigs came to town.

But China’s upped the
Ante with a week’s
Shut-down of Northern
Industry so as
To greet world leaders
Under smog-free skies.

What leaders made of
This charade’s unclear;
Not so the children
And young adults in
The village of Gao,
Some way from Beijing.

For one glorious
Week, it’s reported,[1]
They looked with joy on
The stars – for the first
Time in their lives!




[1] By Nicholas Dwyer in a limpid letter to The Age newspaper, from Gaocun, China






 
  


























‘At My Back I Always Hear Time’s Wingèd Chariot Hurrying Near’
2015

Sly Marvell’s wheedling lines
Sidle through my mind in    
Silly, surly moments
When I stoop to rail at
Shrinking time that seems so
Like to leave me, at the  
Utter end, with love I’ve
Still to give, words I’ve still
To settle on the page.

But I’m not yet so sunk  
In senile grizzle that
I do not surface soon,
Look aloft and bless my
Stars for gifting me such
A long, rewarding life - 
Though, I must confess, I  
Still cannot repress a  
Sneaky greed for more!











Observed Beauty
2015


In my early teens, a teacher
(Whom, I confess, I neither liked
Nor, more unusual, respected) 
Invited my class to suggest 
A synonym for ‘beautiful’.

My hand shot up, he gave me the
Floor: my answer was ‘glamorous’.
He guffawed, the class followed suit,
But he did not explain why my 
Answer was silly: I puzzled. 

I now believe he was flustered
(This was in the nineteen-forties) 
By my implicitly raising
The vexed matter of sex in a
Class of testosterone-stoked boys.  

My answer was neither idle
Nor intentionally sexual.
All my life I have felt there’s a
Singular connect between the 
Beautiful and the feminine.

Observable beauty, of course,
Is to be found elsewhere: as in
Men’s and animals’ movement, in 
Birds flying, in landscapes, sunsets,
Night skies, clouds and little children. 

But in the end (though gender-blind
Philosophers proclaim man as
The measure of all things), for me,
The measure of observed beauty  
Will always be in woman’s gift.













The Most Wondrous of Birthday Presents, 
or:
At Last, I Know I’m Being Read
2015
 

In the old days, you wrote, then 
(If you pressed the right buttons)
You published your article
Or book and, in the fullness
Of time, reaped a few reviews 
And a reference or two.
All gratifying enough;
But you had little inkling
Of your readership reach.

My net-savvy daughter filled
That gap when she gifted me
(To mark my eighty-fourth year)
A loving long-laboured blog
Of my then-poems - added
Illustrations of wit and
Beauty; and claimed the title
Of ‘blog-editor’ to deal 
With all forthcoming verses. 

So now, thanks to her and the
Data-rich net, I know my
Homely verse is read from end
To end of the western world
(Plus bits of the eastern) by
Virtue of thousands of ‘hits’
Which persistently mount, day
By amazing day, in a  

Seeming inexorable way!












 Of Waste
2015

Two basic marks of
A civilised life:
Possessing access
To a flush toilet;
Creating trash that
Others dispose of.




















The Stunting of Autumn
2015
    
Once, all was delight:
Trees like torches of flame
Or of gold; and then
Crackling leaves, swishing
Brooms, fires and the braw
Burnt scent of Autumn.

Colours still glory
And leaves still crackle, 
But brooms and fragrance 
Are fled: in their stead,  
Howling leaf-blowers, 
Huge vacuum cleaners.






  






When it Comes to Basic Chivalry
2015

There are two kinds of chaps:
Those who leave the seat up,
And those who put it down.










 The Luck of the Draw
2015

Mother discovered sculpting
On the lip of old age and
Wrought at it, blissful, for years 
Until frailty drained her strength.   
The sadness never left her. 

I, in turn, late discovered
Poesy, do it with equal
Delight; but since I deal in   
Wispy words, not clunky clay, 
Have a happier prospect.

For, until my mind shuts down,
I own all time for poesy.
That leaves no space for sadness.

 



 

 










  Location, Location, Location
2015

Imagine, oh, you fortunates,
Being born in a Brazilian
Favela or a Bombay slum;
Cowering in Aleppo while
Barrel bombs drop, fleeing tribal
Killers in new-found South Sudan,
Or waking in Nepal to the
Thunder of ’quake-induced rock-falls.

The list of unfortunates is
Endless: how come you’re not on it?
Doesn’t do to plead virtue: Old
Nick called it right as Fortuna!








 





  





















Of Paedophilia and Priests
2015

The most sickening aspect 
Of revelations about
The abuses, cover-ups
Of the last half-century:

The clear implication that
An institution claiming    
Transcendent moral standing
Has tolerated sexual 
Predators in its ranks for
A thousand years and more.   









It Happened near Kalkallo
2016

Everyone’s seen a fallen tree; 
Many have seen a tree as it’s felled.
But who’s seen a tree at the instant 
It falls due to natural causes? 

A howling westerly cuts across
The Hume, a bit south of Mount Fraser.
To the east of the highway, a row
Of great gum trees sidles into view.

Grey sky, eerie light: ripe for drama.
On cue, a single gum leans leeward,
Almost lazy, and crashes to earth.
Only the sight; my ears hear nothing.

It’s so quick, so noiseless, like a dream. 
But, no dream: as I thunder on by, 
I see the foliage shuddering 
While the trunk settles on the hillside. 








Urban Gazing v. Rural Gazing
2016

Urban gazing: what’s worth a look?
People walking, waiting for trams?
Sleek cars in endless procession?
Massed buildings of dubious charm?
Skies slitted by day, blank by night? 
Sometimes, a bird on a lamppost?

Anyway, everybody’s 
Far too busy being on time
(Bumper-to-bumper, strap-hanging); 
Working under ceilings; shopping,
Chatting, dashing home for dinner.
Time, like space, hostile to gazing.

Rural gazing: so different!
Arching sky of far horizons;
Shape-shifting clouds, calm or stormy; 
Blazing sunsets and stealthy dawns;
Star-spangled nights, or fullmoon-raped;  
Heavens graced by soaring eagles.

Lower down: hills gold, green or blue,
Even jet black under lightning;   
Valleys deep morn-misted, with great 
Gums poking through to greet the sun; 
Paddocks tilled or sedately grazed; 
And always birds, swirling, dancing.   

Then there’s rural time to notice:
Less pernickety than urban,
It allows eager gazers to 
Linger longer at their fancy.
And so … the case is crystal clear:
Rural gazing has no peer!  
















 On Trust
2016

Without doubt
(Love apart),
Trust is the
Most precious
And most moot
Aspect of
All social
Connections.
 
















 On Losing Friends
2016

So sad if from death, as
I’ve too often been shown;
Sadder still though, I deem,
When one’s dropped like a stone
For reasons unstated,
And otherwise unknown.









Requiem for Anna
2016

Vladimir Putin’s friends murdered Anna  
Politkovskaya on his fifty-fourth
Birthday: she has haunted him ever since.

A journalist focussed on the horrors 
Of the Chechen war, she became a deep
Thorn in the tender flesh of two tyrants.

When the death-threats failed, an assassin put    
A bullet in her brain as she came home
On an autumn evening in Moscow.
 













The Politics of Bigotry
2017

‘People have the right to be bigots’, 
The Attorney-General remarked.  

In the perfect storm that erupted,  
His fiercest critics implicitly 
Denied rights to bigots and took it
For granted that bigotry was a 
Singular failing of the Right.

A pretty clear-cut example, one   
Would think, of Left-wing bigotry!












Salute to Ben
2018

At fifty, when the wind 
Hurled you against that cliff,
You were playing a game  
Of the kind that most
Consign to jaunty youth.

But you’d stayed in thrall to
A passion for hazard that  
Compelled you, now and then,
To close-court danger in
Tests of muscle and mind.

Your reward? A tall sense  
Of sturdy endeavour
And sovereign control,
Plus an occasional   
Flash of quiet glory. 

On this one measure, Ben,
I know you like a brother. 
I wish that we had met.   









Of Dithering and Dreaming and Time
2018

I don’t mind all that much
(Sans illness) becoming
‘Old and grey and sleepy’,
As the poet put it.[1] 
But I do bitterly
Resent the dithering
And the dreaming that have
Invaded my dotage.

As a moderately
Industrious codger,
I retired with modest
Plans of things to do in
Foreseen oceans of time.
But since then infinite
Oceans have dwindled to
Little more than puddles.

Laxly enforced snoozing
Rules have a part in this,
But more fundamental,
I now realise, is the
Stealthy way in which age
Has been messing with my
Mind and converting it
To meandering mush.

Continually now
I catch myself dwelling
Unbidden in the past,
Over-pondering trite
Decisions, forgetting
Reasons for moving and
Taking forever to
Complete routine tasks.

So my golden time is
Daily devoured, flashing
By on hurricane wings.
Though mostly mourning in
Decent silence, I must
Confess to hazy dreams
Of fighting back betimes,
As if the foe were me!



[1] W.B.Yeats
   









 
Aristotle, Three Honest Scholars,
   And the Liberation of the West

2019
           
The High Middle Ages, a millennium  
After the death of Aristotle; he is   
All but forgotten in the ravaged West;  
His works survive only in some Arab  
Libraries; it is a time of murderous
Faith in the authority of sacred books.  

Averroes of Cordoba, a Muslim  
Writing in Arabic, starts a subversive  
Hare: he publishes Aristotle’s account
Of human reason as a source of truth,  
Argues the need to modify reliance  
On faith alone – and suffers for that. 

Maimonides, a Sephardic Jew also 
Of Cordoba and well versed in Arabic,
Quickly picks up on Averroe’s text and  
Accepts his assessment of Aristotle’s 
Significance: writing in Hebrew, he too    
Puts a case for re-valuing reason.  

Christian scholars (Hebrew their mother’s milk) are   
Soon alerted but slower to act until,   
In Paris, meticulous Aquinas has  
Aristotle translated into Latin.  
On reading him, he is as shaken in  
His faith as the Muslim and the Jew. 

For each is intellectually compelled
By Aristotle’s words to honour the 
Explosive implication that a truth of   
Reason might rightly challenge a truth of faith.   
The power of his words is shown by the fact
Aquinas could contemplate a ‘two-fold truth’! 

It is this brave, unwitting partnership that 
Was to transform the world by breaching the   
Great, bland wall of faith, so setting Western 
Thought on the long and bloody road to the   
Enlightenment, economic liberalism  
And constitutional democracy. 





  
 











To Lena, at 83
2019


I have, as you know,
Loved other women -
But none as profoundly
As you, my wife of 
Thirty golden years,
Lover of more, and 
Still the prime source of
My happiness in 
These dour, failing times.









On Making 90 
2019
 
Getting here was,   
On the whole, a 
Barrel of fun; 
But, honestly,
Being here is 
Not all that flash!





  The Dangers of Hugging: A Few Rules 
2023

The Very Best Hugs, of course,   
Are impromptu, unpremeditated.
They’re also the most problematic -  
Especially if the Huggee is enfolded 
In the Hugger’s arms, with whole-body  
Contact, and squeezed at more than
‘Light-medium’ on the warm/chilly scale.   

This may complicate 
What happens inside a hug.  
That should be up to the Huggee;  
Given their free hand or two.  
So, if the Hugger usurps this role, 
The Huggee may at once
Break the hug, even with violence.

Disengagement is always difficult, 
Especially in the case of VBH’s.
The most poignant problem is
Posed by the Farewell Squeeze. 
Should that be light, risking ‘too casual’, 
Or strong, risking ‘presumptuous’? 
Better to drop FS’s altogether.   

Finally, the problem of Huggee-Passivity.  
Avid, hug-seeking Huggees 
Sometimes put decent, well-meaning  
Huggers under intolerable pressure 
By either neglecting or refusing 
(In the warmth of the moment) to sign off. 
Violent disengagement is justified. 

Ed. Note: By the way, none of the above strictures, warnings and  cautions apply in cases where the Hugger and the Huggee are in love with each other.